Can’t Stop Craving Cock

A caller last night was telling me how he’s been fighting his growing attraction to other men, he’s been denying it for years. Even though he thought he was gay years ago he got married to try and stop the feelings for other guys and his ongoing craving for cock, which of course he’s never been able to set aside. Even in his teens when he was jerking off, it was men he was fantasizing about, not women. He wants to start exploring his sexuality and reply to men’s classified ads online and actually be with one. He wants to suck cock so badly, he licks his own cum when he masturbates and imagines it’s the cum of another man that just came in his mouth.

I tell him to be careful, but have fun and he says he’s going to start looking for the right guy to play with. He’s pretty much only watched gay porn since straight or lesbian porn is of no interest to him, only guy on guy action is what gets his dick hard. He’s wanted to suck cock for so long, he said he came close once in his teens but he chickened out, worried someone might find out, so he didn’t go through with it. His wife has no idea he’s interested in other guys, but he says they hardly have sex so it’s not a big thing in their marriage anyway.

He also thinks a neighbor of his might be gay and that he might have a chance to play with him if he let him know he’d be open tot he idea. He thinks about taking it up the ass as well, not just oral, he wants to feel a huge cock spread him wide. He said he’s been using his wife’s dildo for years and just been careful about cleaning it off and putting it back where she keeps it and she has no idea he’s been using it on himself when he masturbates for years. He will take the plunge soon, I’m sure of it.